it's so beautiful when the boy smiles...
What is a situation in which i have had to smile and didn't want to?
There are many times in life when I am called on to smile and do not feel compelled to. One of these is when I'm at family gatherings of some sort and random relatives run up to me and are like, 'oh my goodness! i haven't seen you since you very tiny!' and this unknown stranger who claims to be related to me proceeds to throw there arms around me and be like, oh it's soo good to see you honey!! yeah. Not my favorite thing in the world. But of course, I smile. :)
Whats another one...? When I'm talking to someone who I don't really enjoy spending time with but who either i need to spend time with, because they need someone to spend time with them, or becuase i'm obligated by some outside force to spend time with them. In conversation, I often must smile and laugh at things I do not really think are funny, or must try to find funny, because it's kind to do so. That's kind of mean. lol.
I love to smile, so when I smile, it's usually genuine, of a nature. it may not be like, 'YAY i'm happy!' or like wow you just made me laugh kind of smile, but I smile when I'm happy and smiling makes me happy, so thats nice lol. If i'm in a bad mood or if I'm getting angry or impatient or something, I sometimes just like make myself smile so I won't get upset.
Sometimes I smile when I'm nervous, like i won't know what to do, or what to say in response to someone so i just smile, and that usually works out. Someone will ask me a question and i'll be thinking like uhhhh, so i just smile and laugh kind of and it works out. lol. I think its intersting in observation of other people. people who are confident will meet your eyes when you walk by them and will smile at you. People who are not confident will be too nervous to meet your eyes and definately won't smile at you. Ok. enough about smiling. :)
There are many times in life when I am called on to smile and do not feel compelled to. One of these is when I'm at family gatherings of some sort and random relatives run up to me and are like, 'oh my goodness! i haven't seen you since you very tiny!' and this unknown stranger who claims to be related to me proceeds to throw there arms around me and be like, oh it's soo good to see you honey!! yeah. Not my favorite thing in the world. But of course, I smile. :)
Whats another one...? When I'm talking to someone who I don't really enjoy spending time with but who either i need to spend time with, because they need someone to spend time with them, or becuase i'm obligated by some outside force to spend time with them. In conversation, I often must smile and laugh at things I do not really think are funny, or must try to find funny, because it's kind to do so. That's kind of mean. lol.
I love to smile, so when I smile, it's usually genuine, of a nature. it may not be like, 'YAY i'm happy!' or like wow you just made me laugh kind of smile, but I smile when I'm happy and smiling makes me happy, so thats nice lol. If i'm in a bad mood or if I'm getting angry or impatient or something, I sometimes just like make myself smile so I won't get upset.
Sometimes I smile when I'm nervous, like i won't know what to do, or what to say in response to someone so i just smile, and that usually works out. Someone will ask me a question and i'll be thinking like uhhhh, so i just smile and laugh kind of and it works out. lol. I think its intersting in observation of other people. people who are confident will meet your eyes when you walk by them and will smile at you. People who are not confident will be too nervous to meet your eyes and definately won't smile at you. Ok. enough about smiling. :)

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