somebody told me...

isn't it wierd when things happen that you never expect will but you want to happen? something happened that like, i would never have expected in a million years but that i'm excited about because i wanted it to happen but never would have thought it would. And like, so often things that i want happen and i regret them once they're over, but not this. this is a cool thing. lol. i feel all relaxed and happy. lol. im so relaxed that i could go to leep right now. my eyes are closed. if i mess up typing, that's why. lol. but its not thie kind of tired that wants me to escape from reality, its the kind that wants me to live in more. lol. maybe i can sleep and type at the same time. that would be an interesting feat. there's a hold in my jeans on the right knee. long story. i had to carry like six chairs down a huge hill, but before i carried them, i had to dive under a closing garage door so as to obtain them. not a particularly pleasent experience, but hey at least my jeans have a story and i didn't just buy them at abercrombie with holes in them. i dove under a garage door! lol.

i'm so happy.