I don't feel good. i should really be going to bed but instead im typing for this english thing. i think im getting sick. i keep taking medicine that delays the symptoms but then the meds wear off and im like wowww i don't feel good. so yeah. i don't know if it's good to just be sick all the time and just be on meds so u don't notice. but w/e it works. i just finished studying with lisa for our math quiz tomorrow. im none to excited about, but oh well, thats what happens when your proffessor teaches one chapter for all of first semester and tries to jam the rest of the course into second semester. yup. oh well. so i got an 80 on the last test. i'm gonna make a b in the class. that totally stinks. im supposed to make A's. all the time. all the time. alwayz. but maybe i can do. who knows? lol. and....i have to go to school tomorrow. it is presently ten twenty-eight and i get to get up at approxamately six forty-five and get ready and then drive to school for forty-five minutes and go to humanities from nine thirty to ten forty five and then i will walk across campus to the ic building and go math at eleven and that will last until twelve fifteen and i will walk to the gym and get dressed for soccer class and then i will walk to the soccer class and try to get there by twelve thirty and i then i willl play soccer for a while and then i will go eat with katie and then i will go to english class from two until three fifteen. yes indeed. so that's that. hopefully i'll get my english grade back. we'll see.

And then i will drive home from school for forty five minutes. i always pass amber on the way home and we get off at the same exit and she always leaves before i do but i always get to the exit before her. dr koch passed us the other day. it was funny. so yeah then i'll get off nineteen forty one and get on sixteen and then i will drive senoia and then i will practice piano for quite a while until my lesson at six, and if im lucky i'll eat something somehwere in there, then i'll have like an hour long lesson. or maybe just thirty minutes. i cna't remember. and i will stay there for a while and that will be nice. sorta. since i cant' get my stupid song done. and its so pretty makes me mad. so yeah. and then i'll come home and study or watch tv or someting. maybe i can read! i got anew book its called the dwelling place and its the sequal to the swan house that i read last year in school. the swan house was really good. awesoem book and this one is too so far. rather dissimilar tho. like, the style is the same, but the plot is different which is cool becuse like, i hate it when authors use like the same plot over and over with different characters. doesn't work.

and i don't know what i shall do after that. maybe i can sleep. that would lovely. and then friday, i will teach the moore's piano and hopefully they will have practiced, and then i will go the pollard's house and teach the boys' piano and then i will go to work and work until like five and then i will go church where my mom's play is. she teaches fourth to sixth graders and they're putting on a play. the magician's nephew by c s lewis and then i will watch that and hopefully it will great and then i will help mom take everything down probably and come home and go to bed. and then saturday i will study for finals and there's something else im doing....i can't rememer. im doing something on saturday! what is it??? thats infuriating. i don't like the song that just came on. im going to change it. ok when this song is over, im going to bed. i liked wearing my hair up today. it was fun. i like having it a little bit longer. i want to grow it long, like middle of my back and i think it might actually have some wave in it, so we'll see how that looks. i've never been able to get it very long, but maybe i alwayz trimmed it off before it really had a change to grow. we'll see. my binder has pictures on it. of some of my friends. i think i might use folders next semester insead of a binder, but i kind of like the binder idea because its just one thing that you have to carry all the time and like i can just grab it and have like enoughw ith me to at least some school all the time, so i'll grab my binder if i'm going to the office.

and then i can do school while im at the office if i run out of stuff to do or i can just do school if i have any spare time at all kuz its not like i just have time on my hands all the time unfortunately. i used to have time a lot, but now i don't., time is valuable. 'life's like an hourglass glued to the table' thats what...w/e her name is. anna nalick. that song is called breathe 2 am. this is kind of all free association writing or something. we were talking about the other day in humanties just kind of writing whatever comes to your mind instead of like having a plan its kind of fun. my speakers stopped working the other day. i freaked out. i called caroline to see what was wrong with them kuz she's relaly good with computer sand while i was on the phone with her, i restarted my computer and they started working again so of course i actuallys ort of credit caroline with the vicotry but really the sound card or w/e just hadnt' woken up so it woke up when i restarted it and then my speaker's worked because i had gone like crawling around onteh floor and checked all the connections and they were all connected so i was confuzed but then they worked. so i was happy. i like my headphone they came with my ipod so thats cool. they're white and they just liek fit inside your ears usuualy that kind of head phones doesn't really work but these do. my song is over good night.