I'm not a very reckless person. I haven't been reckless as far as recklessness goes, like jumping off cliffs or rapelling off the sides of buildings or anything like that. I suppose the most reckless I have been is with my heart. I've given it away too easily, trusted too easily. I'm trying to learn my lesson though, because the results that misplaces trust produces are not pleasent and are in many ways more unpleasent than physical pain, because physical pain can be quelled, but internal pain lasts...it grows, or it can stop, but it can be like a would that festers and grows and hurts more and more. i guess sometimes it can go away, but like, everything that hurt me like two or three years ago still hurts. some things have faded though. and that's good. and i know that the things that hurt me now will eventually fade as well, but its not like when you get a cold where you can just like take a pill for a week and then the cold goes away or like just go see the dr and its all better. it doesn't work like that. so yeah. i don't know.