i'll be right beside you dear...

The other day, I got into my car, and there was a giant cochroach. like huge. right there. i didn't scream or anything like that, i just kind of looked at it and it decided to go up into the engine. I guess that's where it went at least. I hope it burned up in there lol. normally, i kill flying, stinging insects and roaches with hair spray, large quantities of it. they kind of crawl around stiffly for a little while and the retreat into darkness where i assume they die because i never see them again. i had no hair spray with me in my car. perhaps i should start keeping that in there. I have nothing to say today. Yesterday, I brought my friend up here to campus so she could see it kuz she might come next semester. that would be fun. kuz we could ride together. I went to four nights in october the other night. it was really fun. I almost got killed. but its ok kuz i'm alive and it was a fun near death experience. I burned my hand yesterday. I have like a red welt thing on my knuckle. it hurt. but it'll go away.

I applied for a scholarship the other day. It was a poetry contest thingy. last year, i had to write a poem for english class, so i used that one, but the really funny thing was that my best friend (who also was in the english class) applied for the same scholarship with the poem she wrote for the same assignment. She did the spring one though, and I did the fall one. that's just really freaky though, because we hadn't talked about it at all, and out of hundreds and hundreds of scholarships, we picked the same one and decided to use the poems we wrote for the same assignment. Just a little strange, but that's ok lol. Hopefully we won't end up competing against each other on some other random scholarship. she wants to go to harvard or yale, so she's gonna need the scholarships to pay for 42 thousand a year lol. i got an 88 on my math test. *tears*. I have to have an A in the class. I have to. i'll pull it up lol. ok. i must go now.