OK so actually, i counted my poems that are really long as like two posts but im gonna go ahead and type a little bit more just to be safe because i really dont want to make like a 92 when i was that close to 100 lol. Ok. so OMG now im tired of typing. once there was girl named annie. she had brown hair and blue eyes and she was five feet seven inches and weighed one hundred and ten pounds. She was wearing a pink sweater at the time this story takes place. She was sitting in a computer lab one day, quite bored, staring a screen, when one day, a boy walked in a met her eyes and she smiled, and he smiled, and then they were friend. and then she realized that she was writing a very stupid story and deicded to add a differen plot line. so the aforementioned character, annie, decided to go for a walk. it was very cold outside and she decided to put her coat on. she put the coat on and then she felt wamer and then so she started walking. she got lost in her thoughts. sometimes, she felt lonely. she lived a very busy life, full of fun things to do and happy times, but sometimes that just wasn't enough. there was something missing. so she was curl up and watch the rain and drink her starbucks coffee and listen to the wind and wish that she wasn't lonely but she alwayz was. then she woudl get busy again and she woudl forget that she was lonely. and then she would get overwhelmed with all her busines and grow tired of it, for she was young and did not like having to be so ahead in life.

But, alas, there was no cure for this lonliness, for both can not happen at once, the lonliness and the business, so she had to make a choice...to be lonely and busy or to be loved and bored. She chose to pursue her dreams and make her life worth something instead of just giving up. There was so much more to be seen that everything she could see now, and if she gave up, she would never have even left the borders of the united states. this was not the life she wanted for herself, and even though it seemed as though just being willing to be loved and busy was a simple choice, she realized that within herself she could not make that choice. it was too much. When she loved, she loved all...she did not hold back. there was no way. and so sometimes she felt like wasting away and curling and listening to the rain forever and letting it all just slip away..let the tears slip away with the rain, let the lonliness drown in the puddles forming outside....she wished that sad times would just away quickly like the rain evaportes once it has fallen...and yet sad times decided to stay around so often. and yet...there were many happy times. those ones could not be forgotten. they were the times that held her together...the times that she looked foreward to. it was so defeating though to have a happy time and then find out that it was false...that one she had experience was not real or could never be...it was too much. So she had to choose to be happy, choose to press on, choose not to give into the raindrops that fell and made the tear drops want to fall. She was stronger than the rain.

She would win.

THIS IS MY LAST POST!!!!!!!!!!! i think so at least i need to back through and count them all but i think this is my 100th paragraph! awesome. :) Soccer wasn't never much fun today like...i dont' know. i just wasn't into it. I feel like i have seriously accomplished something in getting this done. :) I just threw a pencil to a guy lol. that was funny. He caught it which means i must have thrown it well. lol. I was listening to the moulin rouge soundtrack again today on the way to school. it was fun. it has very powerful music so i really enjoyed like singing it and everything. Elyse has a pumpkin key chain. its cute. the mouse pad says tangent computer and its like a red swirly thing with a bunch of orange stuff. it makes me thing of lord of the rings, like the whole fire swirly thing around the ring...scary lol. but the mouse pad looks cool lol. Amber and Elyse say that my paragraphs are way too long. lol. Ooppppsss. lol. Elyse wants to buy a paragraph. haha NO! lol. i wore my warm old navy coat today. i feel like my final blog entry should be something profound....like a poem or something. but im not exactly in a poetic mood...so maybe thats not a good idea lol. these are some of the very last words i shall type in here. its kind of addicting to get your thoughts out on a page...like maybe i should keep doing this. i think i might...jut randomly keep typing on and on and on like after class is over. this is why people think im smart *sigh* because I enjoy doing things like this. most people hate it, which i do too when i have to do it, but when its fun then its differnet. so yeah. Good bye!!!!!

Elyse is presently sticking her jump drive into the usb port on her computer. amber needs help because she can't find front page on her computer. its on my and elyse's computer so i dont' know whats up with that lol. Maybe she can find one of the computer techy people to help her because i ran a search for it and its on the computer but its not like lsited under the programs. its like, in the program files though, which is cool lol. ok i think i'm goin to try something on her computer, but oh well it didn't work. Elyse is fixing her works cited page. :) i need to work on my point of view on a couple of my essays. I went to subway with my friends from soccer. it was fun. Katie came to soccer and watched us because she couldnt' eat with me because she had to go babysit today which was not cool because i like eating with her, but i had a good sandwich. omg front page is making me so mad! like i just checked my works cited which i had all perfect this mroning, and it was all screwed up so i had to fix it again which is not cool. we'll see if it will keep working. im so glad about the skills test. Ok it is two fifty two. i have until three fifteen for me to leave at normal time, but i think i'll stay longer and work on all this because i really need to get it done. there's a guy smiling at me. I never had to take the compass test. which is awesome. i dont' ahve to take the regents either. everbody has to take the regents it seems like. i don't. Im glad though, becaues i dont' like tests. i was supposed to have a math quiz today and i didn't have to. like he handed out the quizzes and told us we were going to work together ane he explained every question on the quiz for an hour and fifteen minutes and then we din't have to tak ei tlol elyse is staring at me.

Hi! Ok it is Thursday and i just got out of english class. I GOT A 95 ON MY PAPER!!!!! YAY!!!! i was afraid he wouldn't like it or something, but he gave me a good grade so i'm happy. Class was really short. that was nice. he just handed out the surveys and then gave us everything and then he gave us our papers and then we went to the writing center and then it where were not enough computers so we walked all the way across campus and it was cold and my backpack was heavy and now im sitting here between amber and elyse in the ic computer lab. They said that all my paragraphs are really long. i didn't realize they were long lol. Dr Koch always grades me on like non gramerical stuff so im going to have a har time like chiang anything because its all like conceptual. its not just like, lets add a comma here! its like, ....i would have to do research or something to answer the questions. which is cool...its just that i dont' have time in the next three hours or whatever to do some quick research and all. but i'm just going to change what i can and answer the quesitons the best i can and then that will be that. YAY! almost done blogging. how cool is that? WE DON't HAVE TO TAKE OUR SKILLS TEST IN SOCCER!!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! see if i had to do it then it wouldn't be very good because yeah...i can't go around those little poles and kick the ball at the same time so YAY! ok i need to help amber and elyse now. :)